my chunky monkey at 4 months

Isn't she something? :) Ainsley is such a wonderful baby and brings such peace and love to my life.

incase you're wondering

Hi everyone. I know it's been awhile. I'm seriously considering writing a book, but if you want the super condensed cliffnotes version of the last five years of my life, here it is-
Girl meets boy. Girl falls in love with boy. Boy turns out to be a lying, absuive, drug addicted _____ (place your choice of adjective in the blank.) Boy admits to drugs and goes to rehab---everything is supposed to get better right? Boy comes back from rehab and moves into a halfway house for addicts---supposedly this is a good thing according to the rehab counselors. Boy meets a tramp at narcotics anonymous and girl is giving him one last moment to show remorse, still standing by his side and he says "no, I'm not sorry. We're done." Divorce papers and termination of his parental rights are in the works. Please pray for his rights to get terminated so he doesn't mess up my little girls and I can get sealed to them one day. Please pray for me and my little girls to heal. And most of all-know that I have been very alone these last five years and so thankful for your online friendship.